bad timing, I guess.

I understand that I shouldn't hold onto these things so tightly, but sometimes not holding on so tightly feels wrong. until I'm given a sign that this isn't supposed to be happening, I'm going to keep pushing forward. the signs (and I don't typically believe in "signs") make me believe this is exactly where I should be. if I keep patient, good things will come my way.

"once you've found it, you won't ever stop searching for it again.."