I hate all of the pressure I make myself feel sometimes. I don't have to feel like this, I shouldn't, but I still do. today can go in many different directions.

Last night, I drove 2.5 hours to a place called long branch in jersey to see the sidekicks and foxes and lions. The drive was alright, despite almost killing us multiple times. surprising my best friend that I never get to see was awesome too.. it's sad knowing I'll only ever get to see him like 3 times a year. sidekicks' drummer was super cool and let us in for free, which saved me $20 which enabled me to make it home. after the show, we all hung out for a while then tesla, brett, and I walked over to the beach and went swimming in our underwear. the drive home felt longer, but that was probably because we stopped in "georgia" on the way back. I wish I could explain the feeling I get whenever I go to that gas station.


knowing that there's a town with nothing but strangers and maybe a good friend is one of the most comforting thoughts ever. all the more reason to get away for a while.