I'm bringing my notebook with me to Ohio. the amount of things I want to write down when I'm out but am unable to because of the lack of pen and paper is sad. I'm most inspired when I'm out, in a strange place, with new people, so I'm making a mental note to not forget it this time. I also wish I had a camera that worked. I think this trip's going to be exactly what I need.

The past couple months, I've had a hard time figuring out what I believe in. It sounds right, but it doesn't always feel right. However, sometimes, doing what I think feels right just gets me in trouble. We're all only human, shouldn't we all be a bit more forgiving?

I can't believe it's 10 in the morning, I've slept for about 6 hours, I'm exhausted.. but my mind won't let me sleep anymore. That and I haven't felt this sick (physically) in years. I can't stop sneezing or thinking of you.