I need my back pack full of pb&js, $10 and a train ticket mindset back. luckily, I'm only stuck here for 4 more days.

everyone's blending together lately.


this is getting so unbelievably frustrating. I have the worst luck. maybe I need to stop looking for a while.

gallon of iced tea and toothpaste on my face.. I'm probably just thinking too much.

I've felt so self conscious lately.

changing it. changing it.. but it'll go back. it always does.

"sometimes broken things make the best building supplies.. and we'll keep on building."

so good, so relevant

my "the longer you wait, the better it seems" mentality doesn't apply to everything.

you put it all in stocks,
you went broke
and met a nice girl
who probably smoked too many cigarettes
then your house smelled like cigarettes,
so you sold it,
and your heart broke
so you left a piece of it in russia
and you couldn't even write about it
because you were too busy driving your little white car
back and forth
until it broke down
now you're walk walk walkin all over town
at least you can stay in one place
you always told me not to put all my eggs into one basket,



didn't you?

"everyone I fall in love with has already fallen in love with someone I respect. so now I'm an altruist. oh fuck, just this once, can I root for the home team?"