I know I shouldn't let myself get this wrapped up in something so soon, especially since there's nothing there to make me feel like anything good can come out of this, but I really can't help it. I set these little goals for myself and won't feel satisfied until I get what I'm looking for. but if I want it badly enough, won't it eventually come to me? or is everything based strictly on what's meant to be and I mean really... what is meant to be? I don't know if I really believe in all that. I guess I'll find out..

"I mean, most people would be like 'Yeah, man, I know a couple of his mutual friends.. I'll introduce you to him.' but we're like 'Fuck no, lets stalk this guy.." - I love my life.