So, today, I started to pan out next year. I'm probably going to be kicking myself in the ass once classes start for putting all this excess, unnecessary pressure on myself but I think it's going to be totally worth it. I'm actually getting OUT THERE. Something I wish I would've done 3 years ago, but I'm still proud of myself for coming to this realization before it became too late. I'm planning on balancing school work, clubs, yearbook, volunteering, getting that extra math credit and hopefully finding a job I don't hate. Plus trying to still have somewhat of a (enjoyable) social life.. I realize now that I'm going to be very busy, but I'm looking forward to it.

My mind has been going crazy the past couple days. It's both a good kind of crazy and a bad kind. I wish I was able to keep track of everything. maybe I'll try to type it out when I'm not so busy. Very inspired, but I'm also just as exhausted.