tonight was different. I went to a showing of "When The Night Comes" which as always, was extremely inspiring. I'm glad I'm older now and getting more and more into these types of organizations. It's giving me a chance to do what I feel my purpose on this earth is: to help people. I'm excited to get into helping start up this project and volunteer.

last week, Orion invited me to go with him to a poetry reading tonight. of course I was interested, I've always admired poets for being able to take everything they have to say and put it into a couple of lines. as a writer, I know how difficult that can be. so I went. it was exactly what I was expecting, it's good seeing genuine people gather around to share their art. it made me realize how much I miss writing on a regular basis, even on the days I don't feel like I have anything to say. I'm going to start carrying about my notebook again so I can start scribbling down my thoughts instead of mentally writing them, only for them to be erased in a matter of a couple of hours. I'm planning on attending these more often.

I feel like I'm finding my own little place again.