No matter what, I always feel like shit when I come home. Even if I'm only gone for 2 days. There's been this bad feeling in my stomach since the beginning of August. I always have a bad feeling when I'm in Delaware. I feel like I'm going to throw up 90% of the time here. I don't know how I came to hate a place so much. This isn't where I should be. I just miss you.

"Take me back to your bed. I love you so much that it hurts my head."