I cleaned out my bedroom today. I opened a window and lit some incense. I have a way of always turning my room into a symbolic representation of my moods and where I want my life to go. I think this means I think into things way too much, but oh well. I have exactly one week until I'm back in school, back into a routine and having little free time. This summer felt endless but I'm glad it's over now. I've dug myself into a hole the past 2 months and I'm at the point where I can't get myself out of it until I start something new and forget. I don't think getting myself out is really an option anymore. I know myself better than I think and I know that once I'm set on something, if I don't get it, I can't move on. I simply have to replace that with something different. I guess starting class, yearbook, taking up a new visual art (which I'm unbelievably excited about), and trying to find a job is what's going to cover you up.. at least for now.

Spending the next couple days reading, baking, writing and trying to enjoy being around here again.