okay, my life would be about ten thousand times easier if boys were a little more honest/straight-forward with me. I wouldn't be in the awkward, uncomfortable, stupid situations I always find myself in if boys didn't lie to make me feel better. look dude, if you don't want to hang out, SAY SO. don't call me cute and tell me how bad you want to hang out if you're never going to call when you say you're going to and constantly bail. you'd be saving me a lot of humiliation and potentially a heart break. it'd suck but I'd rather know you're not interested from the beginning.

I'm getting more and more excited about the upcoming months. finishing up school. autumn weather. good music. meeting new people who I can actually have a real conversation about shit I care about with. never being in delaware to hang out with said friends.

I've also really really rediscovered how much I love baking.