yesterday was stupid (at first.) Tesla and I drove to philly to go to a show.. because I was told to go. we get there, instantly feel awkward, so we just kind of hung around and talked to each other. there's something about some people that makes me feel unbelievably unwelcomed/awkward. shows should not be like that and some dudes shouldn't be so weird and misleading.

so we texted DJ and met up with him at his house. sat there for a little til we went to Andy/Dennis/?'s house cause Menzingers are going on tour. We sat on the roof with a ton of really good people I never thought I'd end up being friends with til about 5 a.m. laughing really hard and drinking way too much. then we went back to ava house and I got the best sleep of my life.. really. we woke up kind of early cause DJ had work and I was still drunk.. we washed off the dirt from the roof in a Pathmark bathroom and drove around Philly for a while til we decided to go to Sketch. I guess I seemed miserable or something because the waitress asked if I was hungover.

We ended up coming home earlier than expected because a good friend is going away and tonight is his going away party. Everyone's going away and I miss everyone so much already.


Summer is really coming to an end and my heart is breaking. This summer turned out for the absolute best. I can't even begin to comprehend all that I've done, how much has changed, and how happy I really am with everything in my life. things can only go up and as cheesy as that is, it's just the truth.