I'm trying extremely hard to stay positive the past couple days. However, driving near your house and knowing I'm not going to visit you really sucks. Not that anything's really ever changed, it's always been the same but I'm just too optimistic for my own good. I'm trying to get my life together and I'm getting super excited for the upcoming school year because I know that I'm just getting closer and closer to the place I want to be.

It feels weird knowing Autumn is approaching and I'm not going to have anyone to talk to until I fall asleep and text as soon as I wake up. Maybe I'm thinking into it too much, but I just don't see anything changing any time soon.. and maybe that's a good thing. I know it is, but I can't bring myself to believe it just yet.